I am not sure whether this is part of jealousy or insecurity.
Sometimes I wish I am pretty so that i would be his center of attention.
Sometimes I wish I am flirtier so that the attention will just be on me.
Sometimes I wish I rarely smile so that he will point it out to me.
Small little things.So i guess it is just insecurity..
with a bit of jealousy in it..
Bye Monday. got blues on it.